Saturday, February 25, 2006
I am still sick. woke up at 4.30 this morning. why do i keep waking up at,like,the same time? and like yesterday i went off to the living room and almost fell asleep before i regained my common sense and realized that i didnt need to rough it out on the sofa. i just needed to get the air-con remote control and switch off the stupid cold aircon.so i woke up at 8am to a throbbing head and a fever. in fact, my head was throbbing so much, the bed was throbbing too. hahahah! well, not exactly just my head. my whole body was shaking like i had Parkinson's. my mother was kind of weirded out by it. she made me eat something and then pop the pills in. i suppose i'm lucky the doctor gave me the pill version of antibiotics, not the awful pink or white liquid with...solidy stuff...eew.and though i be extremely ill and my voice is reduced to a manly croak, my mother still has the cheek to let her cousins come all the way from KL just to visit my grandmother.let me tell you how infuriating i find the old lady. she goes all out to get attention. my maid says my grandmother is able to walk just fine but whenever she's in view of my aunt or mother, she pretends to limp. and yesterday, when i emerged from my room for some milo, my grandmother was kind of shocked because she thought i was at school. she kept complaining to anyone who'd listen. i mean, what's the big deal? why make the fucking big fuss of it? this makes me certain that i happened to catch her red-handed without even knowing it myself. the old biddy's fine. and she's just trying to act sick and all so that my mother will let her stay with us longer. i am SO TEMPTED to go over and breathe my potential deadly germs into her face. that'll make her sorry.well anyway there i was trying to catch some forty winks, and my grandmother was having a conversation with my mother's cousins at the top of her lungs ie very loudly. i mean, what does she want, to have the entire block hear her? if i wasn't feeling all shaky i would've pulled a Bree Van de Camp and slap her smartly on the cheek to shut her up. so i just bounced off the bed (rage gives me some energy) and slammed my bedroom door. i like startling her. i kind of wish she would just get another heart attack and leave us in peace. okay...that was cruel. but we all have our selfish moments.EEW. she just burped. i mean, eeyuck. she burps like ten times a day. that's disgusting.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 5:16 PM
